没错，每次从槟城比赛回来就会有AGM了..
为明年选新一任的委员..
这次的委员可辛苦了..
南华独中华乐团渐渐强大，听说明年会办音乐会筹钱，对我们很不利~！
由于这次的比赛成绩欠佳，云顶的比赛有90%不能去了..
我也没抱着太大的希望了，但是又会不甘愿..=.=
因为今年没去的话，明年就没机会了~！真的会很不甘愿啊~~
所以这次的委员责任重大，能不能去云顶比赛就看这次委员怎么应付老师和董事部了..
主席，当然不可能是我，我只要当首席就好，其他的最好与我无关..=.=
我心目中最佳人选是凯欣..
虽然有时很固执的她，但有任务给她她就会不分心的完成..
不会因为学业而把它丢在一旁..
其他人不是没资格，只是我认为凯欣会扮演这个角色得很好..
interview的时候，我被问到为我自己以带小队的指挥打几分，或是说我做的东西作了几成..我回答了70%..
很多人都不知道我并不是正式指挥，现在指挥的位是空着的..
我只是以一个senior的身份带领小队，并不是副指挥的身份..
在带小队之前，我也曾幻想过我指挥，站在台上，领着我的乐队，奏出属于我自己曲风的乐曲，是那么的壮观，那么的自豪..
但原来不是我想象的那么简单！
老师是人类灵魂工程师。那么指挥就是乐团灵魂工程师了..
第一，脾气要好..我没有
第二，忍耐要强..我很弱
第三，要放下面子..我还不能完全的
...等等等..我都没办法做好..
到最后还是觉得拉回大提琴是最自在的..
不需要顾虑太多，比起指挥的工作，真的实在是太容易了..
被问到我想不想或是说能不能在当下去指挥角色，我回答了我不能..
我也不知道为什么会想都不想得就说我不能...
也许还是老毛病，没信心吧..
每一次准备的近完美了，但还是因为紧张所以失败~！
紧张是碍我成功的绊脚石！！
总之，我期待着新一任的委员~
希望不要像这一届的，那么云顶真的100%想都别想了..=.=
Monday, June 27
Wednesday, June 22
科学实验....
今天科学节我们做了个实验..
是一个..crystallisation的实验..
crystal就是水晶嘛~但是在科学界里不是水晶哦~
crystal在科学是类似“晶体”？呵呵 其实我也不太清楚，只知道它不是水晶..=.=
认识我的人应该都知道，我最讨厌做事情慢慢吞吞，该认真是在那边玩的人..
很不幸我同组的就是类似这样的人..=.= 害我差点发脾气骂人..><
那个实验是heat那个装了50cm3的水，再慢慢的加盐进去stir, stir到盐不能溶为止 再把它过滤..
在过滤时那个beaker已经是离开火了，也就是说它已经有crystal的成分了，所以动作要快，不然就会有剩余的crystal留在beaker那边..(应该是这么说吧？我也不知道怎么解释，呵呵) 可是我的组员好像很悠哉游哉那样，慢慢来，我差点气晕了@@ 所以就走开假假去看东看西的..
过后等他们慢慢的弄好之后就拿过滤过后的水再烧多一次..这次烧是烧到他的水份剩下1/3或1/4左右然后让它冷却形成了一颗颗的crystal后.....(我就不太清楚了，因为实验其实因为不够时间所以最后一个步骤还没进行到，不要匾我啊~呵呵)
种植重点是，下次要使动作再慢吞吞，我就..............不玩了..=.=
是一个..crystallisation的实验..
crystal就是水晶嘛~但是在科学界里不是水晶哦~
crystal在科学是类似“晶体”？呵呵 其实我也不太清楚，只知道它不是水晶..=.=
认识我的人应该都知道，我最讨厌做事情慢慢吞吞，该认真是在那边玩的人..
很不幸我同组的就是类似这样的人..=.= 害我差点发脾气骂人..><
那个实验是heat那个装了50cm3的水，再慢慢的加盐进去stir, stir到盐不能溶为止 再把它过滤..
在过滤时那个beaker已经是离开火了，也就是说它已经有crystal的成分了，所以动作要快，不然就会有剩余的crystal留在beaker那边..(应该是这么说吧？我也不知道怎么解释，呵呵) 可是我的组员好像很悠哉游哉那样，慢慢来，我差点气晕了@@ 所以就走开假假去看东看西的..
过后等他们慢慢的弄好之后就拿过滤过后的水再烧多一次..这次烧是烧到他的水份剩下1/3或1/4左右然后让它冷却形成了一颗颗的crystal后.....(我就不太清楚了，因为实验其实因为不够时间所以最后一个步骤还没进行到，不要匾我啊~呵呵)
种植重点是，下次要使动作再慢吞吞，我就..............不玩了..=.=
Tuesday, June 21
lol just now really eat full full ntg to do thn go sign up a twitter acc..hehe
quite fun? (lol actually i dunno wat fun just can follow some idol lur..xD)
sure, im already follow some idol tat i like..xD
taeyang taeyang taeyang..yup~ taeyang is my lover..muahahaha..(today got a bit sort sort geh..hehe)
and not so much fren around me got playing tat..
maybe..thy just prefer to study and study?? wakakaka..
quite fun? (lol actually i dunno wat fun just can follow some idol lur..xD)
sure, im already follow some idol tat i like..xD
taeyang taeyang taeyang..yup~ taeyang is my lover..muahahaha..(today got a bit sort sort geh..hehe)
and not so much fren around me got playing tat..
maybe..thy just prefer to study and study?? wakakaka..
Monday, June 20
回忆
今天是星期一，可是我没去上课，在家发霉..
因为他们说今天有什么咚咚颁奖仪式，懒惰站那么就所以就没去学校了..呵呵
那个颁奖典礼时每班的模范生..
我班的就选班长咯，她是女生..
功课虽然蛮好，但我讨厌她的一举一动和态度~！
不知道为什么..
也许，我讨厌>>讲话怕没人知道，自私，骄傲，自大，扮可爱，假惺惺....这类似的人吧..不然我怎么会无端端讨厌一个人？(很明显我说的性格就是她的性格咯..呵呵)
很不明白耶，为什么这种人可以当模范生？(模摸头想，想不透..=.=) 难道，就因为功课好？那拜托，功课比他好的还有很多好么？=.= 他也不是第一任班长，是人家不要当他才当上的.. 骄傲什么啊？=.=
算了，反正班上的事一律与我无关..我在班上课时出了名的“乖乖女”哦~呵呵(自恋一下啦~^^) 人是我的人应该都知道我的个性和性格，但我在班上又是另外一个人了~呵呵
怎么说呢~？额..我觉得我没必要跟那些人说话，不是我扮清高，是因为我们是走不同路线的，很明显连一个共同话题都没有怎么聊啊？=.=
我怎么说起这些废话来啊？真是的..呵呵..不好意素啦~^^
重点是今天窝在家的我上网看了很多以前的照片，让我想起了在乐团的点点滴滴..
因为乐团，我找到了朋友..
因为乐团，我找到了梦想..
因为乐团，我找到了现实..
我有一班朋友（虽然不知道他们有没有把我当朋友），一班姐妹，一班sakaizz 呵呵..
有泪也有累，当然，也有苦和哭，当然也有笑和"siao"(ki"siao"的"siao"哈哈）
总之在乐团让我，得，学，看，懂了很多东西..
当然也有失去的东西，睡眠，时间，当中还包括了友情..
因为她我加入了乐团，也因为乐团，我失去了一个曾经如同姐妹的朋友..
我的脾气很差，也没有耐性，总之烂人一个..也许这样，才会失去这个朋友..
但我要谢谢她..
因为她，我才确定了我未来的方向..
如果不是她，我想我也不会加入乐团..
认识了现在的朋友..还有一个“他”..
我对自己的行为，-忏悔中-
因为他们说今天有什么咚咚颁奖仪式，懒惰站那么就所以就没去学校了..呵呵
那个颁奖典礼时每班的模范生..
我班的就选班长咯，她是女生..
功课虽然蛮好，但我讨厌她的一举一动和态度~！
不知道为什么..
也许，我讨厌>>讲话怕没人知道，自私，骄傲，自大，扮可爱，假惺惺....这类似的人吧..不然我怎么会无端端讨厌一个人？(很明显我说的性格就是她的性格咯..呵呵)
很不明白耶，为什么这种人可以当模范生？(模摸头想，想不透..=.=) 难道，就因为功课好？那拜托，功课比他好的还有很多好么？=.= 他也不是第一任班长，是人家不要当他才当上的.. 骄傲什么啊？=.=
算了，反正班上的事一律与我无关..我在班上课时出了名的“乖乖女”哦~呵呵(自恋一下啦~^^) 人是我的人应该都知道我的个性和性格，但我在班上又是另外一个人了~呵呵
怎么说呢~？额..我觉得我没必要跟那些人说话，不是我扮清高，是因为我们是走不同路线的，很明显连一个共同话题都没有怎么聊啊？=.=
我怎么说起这些废话来啊？真是的..呵呵..不好意素啦~^^
重点是今天窝在家的我上网看了很多以前的照片，让我想起了在乐团的点点滴滴..
因为乐团，我找到了朋友..
因为乐团，我找到了梦想..
因为乐团，我找到了现实..
我有一班朋友（虽然不知道他们有没有把我当朋友），一班姐妹，一班sakaizz 呵呵..
有泪也有累，当然，也有苦和哭，当然也有笑和"siao"(ki"siao"的"siao"哈哈）
总之在乐团让我，得，学，看，懂了很多东西..
当然也有失去的东西，睡眠，时间，当中还包括了友情..
因为她我加入了乐团，也因为乐团，我失去了一个曾经如同姐妹的朋友..
我的脾气很差，也没有耐性，总之烂人一个..也许这样，才会失去这个朋友..
但我要谢谢她..
因为她，我才确定了我未来的方向..
如果不是她，我想我也不会加入乐团..
认识了现在的朋友..还有一个“他”..
我对自己的行为，-忏悔中-
Sunday, June 19
may i tell you the truth?
dunno wat im thinking bout..
oso surprise i'll fall in love to you..
forgotten how to meet you..
you already joined co whn im join..
the first year..no so much topic to chart..
the second year..mayb got same topic but we seldom chart wiv each other..
forgotten whn we can chart so much together..
whn f3 competition in penang..you play something wrong on stage..
i asked you play wrong or another ppl you ans me "is me"..
but after tat i saw you cry alone beside thr..
i x boleh tahan liao thn walk to you ask you dun cry and you already try your best..
but you askes go away..
lol who say boy cannot cry wor~ saw you cry i follow thn..=.=
whn the result came out and kept instrument, you use your instrument collision me say "dun cry lar~" with your smile.. haha, actually i dint cry at tat time pun..xD
thn you sent me a msg wrote "sorry, i'll try my best in next time, i promise.."..
mayb is tat time our relation in fren become better and better..always chart or comment on each other status.. so, some ppl make gossip in co..lol
still rmb whn having competition in genting? we put on something infront thr..
you felt like miss me and me too infront of thm..and the last day morning we also go out alone to play flying coaster without other knowledge..
but something i regret is we promiss each other sit together whn "ban jiang dian li" but finally i dint sit with you..i also dunno why..>< if can go back to tat day sure i'll sit beside with you..xD
before genting until back tat day, you always will concern bout me..you will tell me every prob or anything in co or bout mine automaticlly.. whn im cry you will ask me dun cry, if im sick you will ask me eat more dun gastrick later, you will say dun meke you worry..
but after back to genting end of dec gua..you change edi.. but you said you dint change..
why i said you change?
you wont sms me often, you wont go on chart with me automatic, you wont ask me thing, you wont concern bout me, whn im cry you not dare go on ask me dun cry just bcoz we got gossip again.
ya, i told you last time im scare also got gossip.. but now whn i saw you chart, laugh, concern blablabla with other girl i'll angry. i dunno whn im started tis kind of feeling with you..
im scare to tell you tis thing bcoz if i sat out you maybe really wont look at me, chart with me anymore..
mayb..im annoying.. bcoz i scare..do you know tat?
i dunno who i wanna telling all bout my feeling to you..
last time already i sent a msg to you..but i still scare so ask you wanna know wat i wanna tell you or not you say want..
so, i said "i dun like you sembang banyak-banyak with other girl. i dun like you dint reply my msg. i un like you x peduli me. i oso dunno why i dun like. just dun like without any reason. blablabla i dun know wat i type. you tot tat is a kidding msg k? ok. good nitez. see you tmr." you reply to me "good nite". but do you know im not dare to look at you replied msg? i scare you will say "you siao arh" or any word i dun wanna look at..
you dint talk too much and almost dint talk with me after i sent the msg to you...
if i know will like tat thn i wont wrote the stupid msg to you liao~
YOU, i dunno wanna say with you lar..
i dare to write tis note out bcoz i know you wont waste your time to reading tis stupid thing..
but i hope, we can go back last time like tat..i dun like tis feeling tat you given now..
and sorry if anything make you trouble bcoz the msg......
oso surprise i'll fall in love to you..
forgotten how to meet you..
you already joined co whn im join..
the first year..no so much topic to chart..
the second year..mayb got same topic but we seldom chart wiv each other..
forgotten whn we can chart so much together..
whn f3 competition in penang..you play something wrong on stage..
i asked you play wrong or another ppl you ans me "is me"..
but after tat i saw you cry alone beside thr..
i x boleh tahan liao thn walk to you ask you dun cry and you already try your best..
but you askes go away..
lol who say boy cannot cry wor~ saw you cry i follow thn..=.=
whn the result came out and kept instrument, you use your instrument collision me say "dun cry lar~" with your smile.. haha, actually i dint cry at tat time pun..xD
thn you sent me a msg wrote "sorry, i'll try my best in next time, i promise.."..
mayb is tat time our relation in fren become better and better..always chart or comment on each other status.. so, some ppl make gossip in co..lol
still rmb whn having competition in genting? we put on something infront thr..
you felt like miss me and me too infront of thm..and the last day morning we also go out alone to play flying coaster without other knowledge..
but something i regret is we promiss each other sit together whn "ban jiang dian li" but finally i dint sit with you..i also dunno why..>< if can go back to tat day sure i'll sit beside with you..xD
before genting until back tat day, you always will concern bout me..you will tell me every prob or anything in co or bout mine automaticlly.. whn im cry you will ask me dun cry, if im sick you will ask me eat more dun gastrick later, you will say dun meke you worry..
but after back to genting end of dec gua..you change edi.. but you said you dint change..
why i said you change?
you wont sms me often, you wont go on chart with me automatic, you wont ask me thing, you wont concern bout me, whn im cry you not dare go on ask me dun cry just bcoz we got gossip again.
ya, i told you last time im scare also got gossip.. but now whn i saw you chart, laugh, concern blablabla with other girl i'll angry. i dunno whn im started tis kind of feeling with you..
im scare to tell you tis thing bcoz if i sat out you maybe really wont look at me, chart with me anymore..
mayb..im annoying.. bcoz i scare..do you know tat?
i dunno who i wanna telling all bout my feeling to you..
last time already i sent a msg to you..but i still scare so ask you wanna know wat i wanna tell you or not you say want..
so, i said "i dun like you sembang banyak-banyak with other girl. i dun like you dint reply my msg. i un like you x peduli me. i oso dunno why i dun like. just dun like without any reason. blablabla i dun know wat i type. you tot tat is a kidding msg k? ok. good nitez. see you tmr." you reply to me "good nite". but do you know im not dare to look at you replied msg? i scare you will say "you siao arh" or any word i dun wanna look at..
you dint talk too much and almost dint talk with me after i sent the msg to you...
if i know will like tat thn i wont wrote the stupid msg to you liao~
YOU, i dunno wanna say with you lar..
i dare to write tis note out bcoz i know you wont waste your time to reading tis stupid thing..
but i hope, we can go back last time like tat..i dun like tis feeling tat you given now..
and sorry if anything make you trouble bcoz the msg......
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